we ran through the long summer

02 December 2009 @ 12:32 am

wow when i decide to go back to fb. it decides to die on me. HAHA. amazing.

i can finally watch my shows and stuff without guilt. teehee. :D

yayy. :D i'm containing my excitement really well. really.

26 November 2009 @ 10:16 pm

christmas! sweet sweet christmas.

okay yah i know it isnt christmas yet. there's still one more month till christmas! but seriously, you have to admit that even though it's a CF on some korean bakery, it really gives you the 'ohmygod white christmas! damn it. why doesnt singapore snow.' kind of feeling right? the warm and fuzzy feeling you get when the snow comes down, and even though its freezing cold, there's a cup of hot chocolate with marshmellows somewhere waiting for you. and there's the christmas tree with presents below it just waiting for you to open them. when you feel like it, just lie down on the snow and make snow angels, and argh, just everything you'd want for a white christmas.

hoho i'm so happy i always look forward to christmas every year. there's never one year i forget that christmas is coming. thank gdness i have a family that celebrates christmas. christmas parties! christmas parties with turkey, honey baked ham, mama's sui mai(HAHA), carols. *squeals* omg my heart beats so fast just thinking about christmas!

not like, here. ): singapore why don't you get snow? sunny christmas just doesnt cut it.

p.s. wy looks really cute in the CF. :D i've replayed it a million times, and the song's stuck in my head.
see? christmas! i think i'll just lock myself in the room and turn down the aircon till i can't feel my toes on the 25th. HAHA. OH and throw white confetti or styrofoam. omg HAHAH.

25 November 2009 @ 12:18 pm

please please 10 degrees?

~~oo see see it's 12:12 now.~~ (edit, it was 12:12 when i started the post, so now it isnt 12:12. haha) :D i keep seeing repeated numbers recently. i cant remember who's the one who kept telling me about the repeated numbers thing.

anyways. a levels' almost over. (almost, sighs) one more paper to go, but really, who cares. sucks that even though a levels are over, i have to study for other tests. replacement test etc etc(after a one year break, i kinda forgot alot of things. )): ) plus, i have to go find a job. never earned a penny in my life, have got to start somewhere. haha.

woohoo. i can't wait. 12 more days!(: got my flu jab yesterday so i think i'm going to feel lousy for these few days. *whines* hokay i need to start planning soon. omo so exciting!

Current Music: You Are Not Alone - X Factor 2009 Top 12

18 November 2009 @ 10:17 am

help!

less than four hours to econs, and my mind's absolutely blank.

argh. this is really bad.

16 November 2009 @ 12:55 am

'this is a conspiracy!'

one week of exams overr. one week more to go!( i dont count chem and phy paper 1s as exams) i didnt mind last week. but i really hate this week cos it's econs. econs econs econs. you know i was watching this variety show that day. they brought in this hypnotist who claimed that he can hypnotise people into believing that they love studying and all that. so whilst watching, i was contemplating if i should go for it, like hypnotise myself into liking econs. just for the a levels, and after that, i'll de-hypnotise myself. haha. how ridiculous, but i guess that's how desperate i am right now. i'm only left with 1 day(fine, 2 days). and i still dread touching my econs revision package.

rewatching wild bunny really makes me happy. haha. cheap thrill, but ohwells! i have no other drama to watch right now. so i'm going to rewatch variety shows or something.

should i count down to friday? or 30th nov? or 5th dec? hmms.

i cant wait for exams to be over. i'll be FREE. anyhows, the christmas mood's setting in right now. mum put up some christmas deco around the house. (i wonder why). she tied those small round things to the staircase and hung the bigger round things on the door. i wonder if we're going to put up the christmas tree. this is a really bad time to start looking forward to christmas. how to concentrate when i keep thinking about christmas? seriously, playing christmas songs in the car's really bad. cos with the aircon on, and the whole ambience, (and if it snows, god knows how), it'd be the perfect christmas mood. and i still have exams till the 30th(plus 5th december)

Current Music: マイガール - 嵐

10 November 2009 @ 09:15 pm

saving grace, please?

math paper 1 done.(: gp): i dont remember worrying so much for GP before. sigh i hope i choose the right question this time. not like prelims and mock exam. seriously sharyn, your question choice!

dad and mum's anniversary today! went out for dinner, and while we were eating, there were 2 guys from nyjc sitting next to us. and they kept talking about the functions question. stupid functions question. and i just stared at mum, cos i was whining about that question in the car not long before that.

i really have to remember not to eat cheese before an exam next time. the migraine that comes after that's really bad.

shoot i think i better go do some reading now.

argh i want japan now.):

08 November 2009 @ 11:50 pm

one month!

haha i keep telling myself. next month this time, i'll be ....... and the following month this time i'll be doing .....
how exciting. i cant wait for it to be over. i've currently given up studying, so all i've left is just to panic and pray for it to be over asap. sucks that i think i'm going to fall sick soon. 2 days before my exam and i'm going to be down with the flu. )): hopefully the meds i took would help. tmr will be a better day? i think i'll just start panicking my ass off tmr. haha.

ja janngg. okay i should sleep soon so the flu doesnt get worse/start or something. woohoo.

Current Music: Sign - Brown Eyed Girls

02 November 2009 @ 01:34 am

it'd all be over in a heartbeat.

i know it's 1:34am in the morning. but my stomach's grumbling real bad. i feel like making noodles or dumplings for myself now. ahh.

okay i should just turn in and sleep away my hunger. and wake up early to go have breakfast. yes yes.

ahh wy's singing is awesome! (:

why is math so demoralising. ):

cant wait for 2pm to come! wonder what will happen gyahhh. heartbeat heartbeat!

one month from today. one month!

Current Music: みんな空の下 - 綾香

01 November 2009 @ 12:01 am

ssanti dance!

november november november. november you're finally here. )))): in just one month, you'll be all over. wow, so much for the 'one week before the a levels, you'll be really happy'. i'm groaning+rolling around the floor, so what do you say? not one tad bit excited. what am i doing? i shouldnt even be blogging gosh. this is really really bad.

i need my coffee fix.

btw the beating heart thing's really cool. wonder what will happen on 2 nov. exciting no? but 2 nov would mean i'll have one week left. gasp.

Current Music: You Might Come Back - 2PM

28 October 2009 @ 11:51 pm

getaway car

i want to kick myself. for eating and eating but not studying. seriously i know my studying method sucks,but i dont know why i refuse to change. i know staying at home is the most detrimental thing i can ever put myself through, but i cant bring myself to travel all the way down to pasir ris so that i can study somewhere where i wont get chased away.(actually, i've never been chased away before, awesome?) was watching law and order with mummy, and there was this episode featuring this 14 year old genius in a genius school that takes some sort of ADD pills so that her mind can 'snap' into focus and she can study for nights without sleeping. (plus cram 4 books of lit or something in one night). in turn, because of sustaining so many nights without sleep, she ended up murdering her roommate. shoot if there was only something that i could take to boost my brain power without side effects. haha.

wy's yellow toy specs. wy's yellow toy specs!

so many things i want to do after 'a's! i think i'm going to make a huge list, paste it up in my bedroom and gaze at it all day. i need to start working(even mum's begging me to get a job after 'a's), but where? shoot. i think my fear of venturing into the world's creeping back to me. i wonder why am i so scared of leaving jc or even the uniform system and all that. why why why like so insecure like that.

anyway i'm really starting hate the phrase:' no lah you can do it one'. urgh.

okay gokusen gokusen i want gokusen! 3rd december! kyah! (:

craps i've got craving for the pumpkin pancake i ate at ju shin jung. i cant seem to find the recipe online. ): anyhows i bought lettuce and cucumbers so i can make salad! healthy eating yay! but then i realised i dont know what else to put in my salad besides lettuce, cucumbers, apples and dressings. ): tomatoes? or onions? but i think onions will be weird. i'm thinking of putting in salmon, but then i'll have to change the dressing from thousand island to the oily one right? i think i have to add crushed peanuts, but i only have cashew nuts at home right now. what else goes into a good salad?

oh i did the weirdest thing just now. i wanted to see how large the specs frame i saw online was, but instead, i decided to measure how large/small my eye was. dang. my eyes are small. haha.

woah time flies. really fast.

Current Music: 완.두.콩. - SS501

24 October 2009 @ 09:33 pm

one step at a time

i see myself having to retake my 'a's. ): *cries*

23 October 2009 @ 08:05 pm

100%勇気　もうやりきるしかないさ!

was kinda sad that kevyn didnt help me record Phineas and Ferb's Musical Cliptastic Countdown this morning. so i went on youtube and jan jaann!! The new extended version never before seen version of Gitchee Gitchee Goo! Bow chicka bow, wow! That's what my baby said! Mow mow mow! And my heart starts pumpin! HAHA. :DDD didnt really like phineas and ferb the first time it came out. but right now, it's damn cute i cant stand not watching it! and the 'Backyard beach' song's just wicked. HAHA. yayy so happy! the song's on permanent replay mode right now. and everytime it comes to ferb's classic ending i cant help but laugh!

chem mock today was tiring. tried super hard to stop figeting in my seat. haha. and the weather was just plain horrendous. i kept thinking that it was going to rain some time soon! but nooooo, the clouds just choose to stay up there. ):

2pm's going to have a new album without jay? awww. but at least i'll get to see wy! hottests are scary. really. hmms. haha.

Current Music: Phineas and Ferb's Musical Cliptastic Countdown

22 October 2009 @ 10:08 pm

thwart my efforts

yayyy! i finally got around to changing my layout. and it's a satoshi wallpaper! *jumps for joy! jumps for joy!* i swear these layout making people are pure genius! all that layout jargon's too much for my slow brain. haha.the previous one was just, really, really boring. haha. :DD definately the wrong time to change my layout, but ohwells. i knw i should be studying, i promise i'll start after this post. :D

okay i've been posting alot recently i wonder why. haha. maybe cos i can't bring myself to sit down and study. everyone around me's studying their ass off, and here i am, using the com. somewhat resembles my bro. haha. but at least his exams are over already. my 'a's havent even started and i'm taking a self-proclaimed holiday. gosh i'm so disappointed with myself.

listened to the japanese version of 'sorry sorry'. sounds kinda odd to me. mum thought i was listening to another weird genre of music again. haha.

the weather's been really cranky no? weird times, weird times. if only we had four seasons! we'd be preparing for winter, and oh oh SNOW. i want snow. ( i know some people will go,'aiya go snow city lah'. seriously, snow city is like -.-) the last time i saw/felt snow was in korea. and that was like WHEN OHMYGOD SO LONG AGO. )): oo korea brings back memories. freakish bungee drop(i cant remember the name). too bad i was too young to appreciate the whole trip. thank gdness i still have vague memories + photos to remember them. oo. skiing. that i remember. haha. i still can remember screaming my head off when i couldnt stop, and ended up being tangled in the net with 2 other koreans.

last night was plain hilarious. it'd be damn funny if the whole thing would happen all over again. 'OHMYGOD I ALSO GOT THE SMS!!! HOW?!'

okay who am i kidding. off to do last minute cramming of chem. i think i might just end up sleeping on the table like last night again. haiyo. no wonder i keep getting neck and back pains recently. i think i need to go for tua na or shiatsu so that i dont end up slouching or having some kind of chronic back ache.

Current Music: Everything - 嵐

21 October 2009 @ 07:17 pm

ah ha! gotcha! i knew it!

really really can't wait for 'a's to be over. i'm dying to just stay home all day to watch my dramas and videos and fangirl all day. haha. i know i pretty much fangirl all the time(i have my bro as my witness k. actually he's pretty much a fan boy himself. cool huh! dont tell him i said this). thinking of buying stuff online again. i havent bought anything since my spree(which btw, ISNT HERE YET) dramas dramas i want my dramas. i was thinking that if i grow up and somehow become really really rich, i'll buy a MASSIVE tv and place it in my living room. like big enough to fill up the whole wall. like two times my height or something. so instead of having surround sound, it'd be like surround visuals. HAHA. okay wait. that big a screen would mean a cinema screen right. oh. haha. but wont it be cool, i'd be able to plaster my face against the huge tv screen. HAHA.

been sleeping rather late these few days, not because i've been studying, but just cos i can't seem to sleep. anxiety attacks? maybe. but i'm doing nothing about it. finished math paper in 2 hours out of 3 today cos i couldnt pay attention. so i skipped most of the questions, and got fustrated by one particular question, and pretty much gave up trying to show the answer. made so many mistakes! just a couple weeks more to 'A's, and i still have this kind of attitude. yabe. ): someone please kick me.

SAT registration's driving me nuts i dont knw why. cant seem to find the link to print the slip.

ahhh. oguri's new drama's out. thank gdness it isnt subbed. how tempting, i want to watch.

i want big frames. and coloured toy shades. and i found a blogshop which carries them. but damn. it's a spree, again. hwang bo looks damn cool in them.

Current Music: At Last - Stacey Solomon

16 October 2009 @ 11:15 pm

finding neverland

twenty-how many days more? really die lah. i need to find ways to crank up my rusty engine. like seriously start cramming stuff into my brain. gp's getting so rusty, i want to cry. there's so much for macroecons. it's like everytime i try to put something into my head, 10 billion other stuff would just be displaced out from my brain.

graduation today was hilarious. was pretty much laughing/cheering the entire time. heard the math rendition of 'Nobody' by the math department ecetera ecetera. and my teddy bear's been having fur issues since morning. i have this feeling it'd be butt-naked by morning tmr at the rate its losing its fur. official last day of school. hurhur. completely different from the grad day we had in tkgs. i can still remember standing on the chairs, crying while singing 'If We Hold On Together'. haha. woah i can still remember having to play the solo for 'if we hold on together' for one of the band concerts. somehow i feel more tkgs still has a more nostalgic feel for me. maybe cos i'm still in mj, and exams havent started yet.

( really long random post ((: )

Current Music: Not Alone - Danny Jones

15 October 2009 @ 09:40 pm

who's lovin' you?

die already lah sigh.

01 October 2009 @ 11:00 pm

fly. fly. fly away.

woohoo! part FIVE.

4 minutes!

stay happy, stay happy.

mooncakes make me fat.

flat batteries.

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY.

Current Music: Jamie Cullum - Twentysomething

26 September 2009 @ 10:57 am

abracadabra

amazinggggg. ((: even though i prefer Girls Aloud's rendition, but this aint that bad either. like many other shows, the finale's seriously superb, and the ballerina sliding across the stage on toes? woahhh. super super cool. and the singing made my hair stand like countless times(maybe it's cos of the surround sound in the cinema). and i wondered how many times i smiled to myself while watching the show. haha!

went for coffee after that, and got my starbucks passport! (6 grandes for $30 i'm so happy!) just that i have to make sure i add shots to my drink next time. seriously, sometimes i dont even taste the coffee at all, it's like drinking sweet milk, with coffee flavouring for teasers(like those bottled/canned coffee. urgh.)

yay cant wait for this friday to come!(:

23 September 2009 @ 10:44 pm

here's a simplification of everything we're going though

youtube's such a vice. tsk. but can't help it. (:

dont you love doing stuff that makes you happy, even though it gives you like split-second happiness?

anyway i think my sprained my next lying on the couch just now. god, i need a chiro-something. the thing that they do to your bones to make the pain go away. apparently it helps migraines too. awesome, no? cant wait for fri. and maybe mon. but then again. i hate mondays. they practically suck out every possible positive juice out of you.

mum says i'm not ______enough. HAHAHAHA.

p.s have you seen katherine mcphee's new hairstyle? saw it on E Channel the other day, and woah, big change! but really really nice!

Current Music: Man in the Mirror (cover) - James Morrison

18 September 2009 @ 09:25 pm

light up the sky like a flame

haha. X factorrrr makes me so happy.((: (go watch lucie jones! and stacey solomon!)

the ugly truth = total trash but definately entertaining.

i want to watch fame. yes fame fame. please 25 sept!

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